so tomorrow begins another start to personal training! super excited.

before having kids you don't realize the damage it will really do to your body!! i mean come on, most training days we are handed a jump rope, and the fear sets in. i'm feeling like "great, am i wearing the right kind of shorts in case my bladder doesn't hold up?" so i get about 20 seconds into jumping and it hits, "oh shit! here we go!" so i drop the rope and run to the bathroom and do my best to empty my bladder. or atleast i thought i did! until the second round of jump rope! once again the rope falls to the ground and i charge for the bathroom! atleast i can totally laugh at it, and my trainer is married, has two kids, and his wife has the same worries! i'm glad that i'm not one of those girls that is super prissy and would be totally embarassed by the whole thing, or i might never workout in front of anyone. then i would be doomed!

so anyways, today i found a great thing to remember about why i want to lose the bad weight and be at my good weight. its not because of the number its because "i want to be pouring out with confidence and look as strong of a person as i feel", i said it a little better to my trainer this morning. but that's the jist of it!
i can't wait to start tomorrow and i look forward to being stronger than ever by summer!